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A brand new start...

It's the new year 2012 now. Many things have changed from the place it used to be..From dilemma and misery to happiness and joy. And I never regretted making that one step. Instead, I feel grateful and thankful to God for answering and ending my endless misery for the past half year.. (: Now, I am completely encountering a whole new situation and starting a brand new life with less worries and fear. Thank you for coming into my life. Turning it into a dream come true which I've never expected would happen ever.. It is true that people always say "Expect the unexpected...."

The reason I dreamt of you(s) yesterday night is because of today.

When one opens the door, the other leaves the room. 

What are you trying to imply in my life, seriously? 

What do you want me to do? 

what's the best thing to do?
every time when i'm about to try to let you go, you just walk into my life again..
how do you expect me to move on with my life? 
someone please tell me..

i wonder why im so dumb and careless. sigh. im just so screwed this semester.

How I wished....

As I entered the hall for my Corporate Finance lecture today, I found a spot two rows from the front. Then, came a young gentleman, and he sat beside me throughout the lecture..ahh..what a handsome young man. with electric blue eyes, and blondish-brown hair. *meltsssss* How I wished he talked to me.. But, certainly, it was one of the best days of my lectures, sitting next to him :) I'll never get the same opportunity again in future. So, today was one of those lucky days I have :)) 

11 SEPTEMBER 2011

Dear blog,

Today's such a memorable, meaningful and joyous day that I couldn't express how happy I feel! The joy and gladness I had today is just simply priceless! Well, what happened? Basically, Aunty Jean hosted a party to celebrate mine and Sam's birthday today. So we invited all our family to the house, and I got to invite some of my friends over too! :)) So I called Socks, Chen, Shaun and William :)) Anyway, yeah, so we absolutely had the most precious time today with everyone here before they all make their trip to Malaysia on the 14th :) Have fun guys! and safe flight :)

Although it's not my actual birth date yet, I've already received so many gifts from everyone! How sweet and lovely :)) thank you so much everyone. You make me feel so at home and I've never even thought that you were my second family actually. To me, we're all a family :) doesn't matter if it's 1st, 2nd, 3rd or whatsoever :) <3 I hope everyone enjoyed themselves today. :) and the lovely foood, gosh. there was plenty! :D 

p/s: Aunty Jean, I LOVE the purse very much!!! :)) you know my taste, don't you? :)

Signing off with love,

Christine, the happiest girl today :)

You've made my night after all the tiredness I had from the assignments. But by being able to see you from afar, I'm really glad and satisfied. thankyousomuch! :) and yes, i did dream of you like you asked me to too. :))


xx

Sonnet 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May

And summer's lease hath all too short a date

Sometimes too hot the eye of heaven shines

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd

And every fair from fair sometime declines

By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest

Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade

When in eternal lines to time thou growest

So long as men can breathe or eyes can see

So long lives this and this gives live to thee

my favourite sonnet

So simple, yet so sweet of how he kept his beloved alive through these words :)

Longing for you..

I've been alone for way too long..

I've always wanted someone by my side..

let me share my joys and pains with you..

I wish you appeared soon..

It's painful to keep everything to yourself..

Having known that there's no special someone for you out there..

You just want to be loved and appreciated..

What makes you feel better than striking lottery?? I'll tell you what it is. well, It's when you are in Australia, and you receive a lovely letter from your close friend all the way from his hometown in the overseas.. that's the best that i could ask for. it's just simply the most awesome feeling when you get that letter. wanting to open it, but at the same time, dont wanna rip it apart. :D curious about whats written on that letter :))) Thank you, my dear friend, for that lovely letter. its just one in a million y'know. :) xx

you made my day (:

Something made my day today though. At least I know that my effort did not go to waste at all :) Perhaps the dream I had yesterday was meant for this? Wished we could keep in touch always..Anyhow, it went like that: 

"Christine, can you tell me your add. in Aust later you get a place to stay? I want to send a letter for you! :)Actually few days ago, Kurts handed me a letter from you! It was the most awesome letter I've ever gotten before!! The longest one with full of your heart!! I really really thank you for that awesome letter! In return, I want to send you a special letter as well. So, let me know your address in Australia. :)"

With love,

Christine...

Saturday evening.
napped for 30mins and i managed to dream freaking alot of interesting things :D
Happiest nap ever man! :D

3 more days. . .
Dilemma. . .
Haven't finished packing yet. . .
Sad to leave. . .

Separations & Farewells are a pain in the arse..

Yesterday was the day that I bid farewell to my dearest friends..All of them headed to Malacca right after their last ppr in the evening. Thank you so much guys for all the wonderful memories that you've brought into my life..sharing the ups and downs together, and supporting each other no matter what the circumstances are. I really feel like a family with you guys. :'( Just couldn't hold back my tears as I hugged and said goodbye to all of them. I'M GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!!! make sure you all don't forget me kayy :) You guys will always have a special place in my heart... These few sleepless nights, crying myself to bed, is driving me crazy. When I close my eyes, I think of all the things that I've to leave behind here..all my precious and beloved people, memorable times, and etc.... Dilemma...

Broga Broga~

It's the morning where Teng, Chen, Kinwei, Shaun & I explored USJ 20 for dimsum! it was nice yummy :) Then, the topic of Broga Hill came across. Kinwei randomly asked if i was interested if they are going to climb broga the next early morning. I was shocked at first. but thought that I should really go experience! I've always wanted to hike broga and get a taste of it myself :) So, our journey began at almost 5am to Broga Hill, alongwith Socks, Khajiet, Kinwax and Chiuky :)) reached there around 5.45, then started hiking up the hill :)) It was so awesome at the peak!! Unfortunately, couldn't really observe a beautiful sunrise due to heavy clouds. but the overall hiking journey was challenging and awesome!! It was CRAZILY & RANDOMLY AWESOME because I still have a final paper on Tuesday, and I can't believe I'm going hiking before that. lols. i guess that's why we're called the Crazy Gang! :D  I'll never ever forget this memorable trip to Broga, guys! Thanks alot for making it happen before I leave Malaysia. :)) Hopefully, if I do come back end of the year, I'll plan the Gopeng white-water rafting events that I've promised you guys :) ♥♥♥

Sometimes you treat me so warm and friendly, but other times you just give me the cold shoulder. What do you want actually? Do i look as though i can easily be taken granted for? :| </3 dilemma. .

Am I living in a little world of my own? In my world of fantasies? Always wished it was reality, hopefully. The little things you do. I try to forget, but it just keeps coming back. .

exam's starting in 2 more days.

i feel screwed. i'm not well-prepared.

i pray hard that i'll pass all the papers.

Another sad news, 

mom has booked the air tickets already.

i can't believe i teared after getting that text.

it's too soon. just too soon :'(

greetings humans!

Dear bloggie,

I know I've abandoned you for a very very long time..Now I'm back here to post something before I start mugging again for my finals. Well, lots of things have happened throughout these 12 weeks. I just can't believe that twelve weeks just flew past like that. :( There are many good and bad memories that I'll definitely remember. Why is life so unfair? Just as I've found you, and then I realize it's impossible.. Luck's just not on my side I feel..

Another thing which is both Wow and Sobs for me is that I got the full offer to Monash Clayton in Melbourne. And, I've already submitted my acceptance form and settled my payments to them. The annoying thing is that I've been waiting high and low for my conditional offer from Uni of Melbourne...all my friends have already received theirs way before I did, so I thought to myself perhaps I got rejected by them..so, without hesitating, I decided to accept Clayton instead..and the day after, guess what? Stupid Uni of Melbourne FINALLY sent their offer to me. WHY MUST THEY SEND IT TO ME AFTER I'VE ACCEPTED CLAYTON?! well,maybe it's fated for me to go clayton instead... I'm definitely gonna miss every single person and thing here that made my life meaningful for these 20years. It's never gonna be the same again over there..Starting everything anew, making new friends all over again when I've just begun to become so close with my current university group of friends which I call my family here :) I'm definitely gonna miss you guys so so so much! Well, I guess thats all for now. Will continue updates after my exam most probably. :) Love you guys!

Lots of love,

Tine Tine :)